Thursday 3 December 2015

Mandy



The name Mandy is an English baby name. In English the meaning of the name Mandy is: Abbreviation of Amanda, meaning worthy of being loved. ♥



Worthy of being loved??? here are some stuff I just don't unds. I'm curious because I'm always the victim, someone who gets ditched all the time. =( What's the reason behind this? Is it because I'm not good enuf or too good? Sometimes I'm really confused. In the first place, ''you'' chose to be with me, but in the end ''you'' chose to stepped away. In the vv first place, ''you'' know what's my character like and if ''you'' can't accept it, why do you still want me to be yours? Is it really that fun ditching someone, seeing her upset & depressed? I really don't get it. I've never complained on how much money I spend on you, buying/doing stuff to make you happy. I've never complained about anything because I loved you. ''Guys'' are selfish & egoistic. Might as well ''you'' stay single, no one to disrupt ''your'' life.

I'm not perfect, but I keep trying!

Been thinking so much this few days... To be honest... I'm sooo afraid things will change in future. I'm so afraid you'll not be the person whom I love. Peoples always say " promises are meant to be broken". I always believed in that phrase because it always happens to me. I remember every single promise you made to me and I hope you will not break any of it. I'm someone who feels insecure all the time. I guess it's because of my figure, my character & my...attitude. There are plenty of girls out there whom are muchhh better & prettier than me. I've got no confidence in myself at all... I mean... 0 confidence... is zero confidence!!! I just want you to know one thing. I'm vvv sure no one can or will love you as much as I do. I'm vvv sure no one can give what I'm giving into this relationship. I may not be the perfect one but I'm vvv sure that my love for you is genuine. And I believe this love will never fade away. I just want you to know that you're awesome. Having you in my life is the most awesome thing which has ever happened to me. Thank you for everything you've done for me & thank you for appearing in my life =,)  


I remember all my life
Raining down as cold as ice
Shadows of a man
A face through a window
Crying in the night
The night goes into

Morning just another day
Happy people pass my way
Looking in their eyes
I see a memory
I never realized
How happy you made me
Oh Mandy

When you came and you gave without taking
But I sent you away, oh Mandy
When you kissed me and stopped me from shaking
And I need you today
Oh Mandy

I'm standing on the edge of time
I walked away when love was mine
Caught up in a world
Of uphill climbing
Tears are on my mind
Nothing is rhyming
Oh Mandy

Yesterdays a dream
I faced the morning
Cryin' on the breeze
The pain is calling
Oh Mandy

When you came and you gave without taking
But I sent you away, oh Mandy
When you kissed me and stopped me from shaking
And I need you today

Oh Mandy wont you listen to what I've got to say
Oh Mandy don't you let me throw it all away
Oh Mandy wont you listen to what I've got to say
And I need you today
Oh Mandy


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