白色外套

穿上白色外套

接着每一天还是低头祷告

留我一个人有了微笑

我相信 爱自己

或许更骄傲

Dude that's messed up!

You're supposed to have a commitment with that person! Cheating in a relationship is wrong because if you are truly in love with someone then you shouldn't need to have multiple partners to satisfy you in the first place. If you can't commit, then why bother cheating? STAY SINGLE. #Ispeakthetruth

Diana King @ Hard Rock KK

It was an awesome Thursday night =)

where's the celebrity? lol

everyone busy using their phone to take picture and video.

It's photo session time!

aww my boyfie

boyfie & Ezar

the peace sign is a must XD

macam nice XD

PENANG HILL

Penang Hill, or Flagstaff Hill (Bukit Bendera) as it is officially known, rises 821 metres above sea level, providing a welcome break from the heat below. One of Penang’s most popular attractions, a trip up is a not-to-be-missed experience, providing visitors with breathtaking views of the whole island all the way to the top. 

HOSTEL CEYLON PENANG

It's a little hostel where downstair is a cafe

sweet escape

63 days & counting till we ahead off on our first ever plane ride & trip to '' The Pearl of the Orient ''

p/s : whenever I get into a serious relationship, my main goal is to adventure and travel the world with him

My view of an ideal relationship ♥

My desires in a relationship have changed over time. I no longer want someone who promises to always love me and never leave me, I need someone who understands that life happens & sometimes things x work out. I don't want someone who sugar coats things and never gets angry with me, I need someone to tell me how it really is and put me in my place. I need to be able to go 5 hours without talking to you and not feel lost or incomplete. I'm complete without you! But...with you, I want to be so much better. I want to be stronger with you, I want us to grow together and help each other grow individually. I don't need you, but...I fxcking want you! lol btw huge thanks for being the best person I've ever known. I'm glad I have you in my life. ♥

What I do...

I tell people I'm tired when I'm sad.

I tell people I'm okay when I'm dying inside.

I fake a smile so people dont ask questions.

I may look strong but you can never know whats going on inside.

I'm a noisy person but when it comes to my feelings I get really quiet.

Sometimes you never realize how keeping quiet hurts.

I lied because I dont want you to know how much it hurts me.

I get really insecure about everything in life at times.

I suck at hiding my feelings when I'm really down.

远走高飞

爱你错了吗

为什么会受到这么多惩罚

他们说的话像针往心里扎

我心中的怕

不知该怎么做才可以放下

只不过想好好的爱一次啊

带我远走高飞

不去理会

这一个蜚短流长的世界布满虚伪

是你让我选择沉醉

繁星守侯月不能睡

只因为爱上了夜的黑

带我远走高飞

一起去追

有一个叫做幸福的世界没有泪水

我已经感觉到疲累

只想在你怀抱入睡

不在乎别人眼中是非

重新再出发

能不能让这天地不再吵杂

我的心里面安静得不像话

故事的真假

没有多余的力气去分辨他

只不过想好好的爱一次啊

The worst feeling...

It's hard when someone special ignores me but it's HARDER pretending that I just don't care...

you know what I hate? being ignored...judged and...feeling insecure

emotional...

It seriously pisses me off if the people I ignore keeps bugging me to talk to them when I'm ignoring them. But that doesn't mean I hate them... I just dont want to talk to them for awhile...

hashtag LeslieMandy

Actually I have a lot to share about us, we started seeing each other since June. I always feel very insecure and It takes a lot of courage to put our pictures on my social media profile. Tbh there are '' some people '' who like to sabotage people's relationship. I don't know why some people like to go after someone's boyfriend/girlfriend. My intention to upload our pictures is because I want to share with my circle of friends how amazing this guy is and I want people to know that he's my boyfriend. *evil grin* I don't know how and what is it going to be. I know clearly that we can't choose who we meet in life and we can't even choose who to fall in love with BUT...we get to choose who to love. I made a decision and I will stick to it with my all. Relationships are between 2 people, not the whole bloody society. =)

爱我的人和我爱的人

其实我没照片上那么好看。我很邋遢，很懒散，爱骂人，唠叨，八卦，记仇， 嘴巴毒，得理不饶人。臂粗腿粗， 学习差， 毛病多，自大， 看很多事不顺眼，教育别人自己却做不到。任性，多虑，脾气急，爱发飙，情绪化，不够理智，冲动。 我这么差劲，身边却有一个能包容我的他，谢谢你。。。我爱的人。

an apology letter...

I feel so bad right now, I hurt you with my actions. I know that you are angry with me by what happened. That’s why in these few lines I just want to tell you how much I’m sorry. Forgive me for not trying to understand you. I promise that I won’t have that behavior with you again... *sigh

就是爱你

我 一直都想对你说

你给我想不到的快乐

像绿洲给了沙漠

说 你会永远陪着我

做我的根 我翅膀

让我飞 也有回去的窝

我愿意 我也可以 付出一切 也不会可惜

就在一起 看时间流逝 要记得我们相爱的方式

就是爱你爱着你

有悲有喜

有你 平淡也有了意义

就是爱你爱着你

甜蜜又安心

那种感觉就是你

我 一直都想对你说

你给我想不到的快乐

像绿洲给了沙漠

说 你会永远陪着我

做我的根 我翅膀

让我飞 也有回去的窝

我愿意 真的愿意 付出所有 也要保护你

在一起 时间继续流逝 请记得我有多么的爱你

就是爱你爱着你

不弃不离

不在意一路有多少风雨

就是爱你爱着你

放在你手心

灿烂的幸福全给你

就是爱你爱着你

我都愿意

就是爱你爱着你

要我们在一起

100 truths!

1. last beverage = water
2. last phone call = Helen
3. last text message = Jynn Zai
4. last song you listened to = It will rain
5. last time you cried = couple days ago...

HAVE YOU EVER:

6. dated someone twice = yes
7. been cheated on = yes
8. kissed someone & regretted it = YESSSS.
9. lost someone special = yes
10. been depressed = damn often.
11. been drunk and threw up = yes

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:

12. lilac
13. black
14. grey

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2010)

15. Made a new friend = quite a few.
16. Fallen out of love = yeahhhhh.
17. Laughed until you cried = yes
18. Met someone who changed you = yes
19. Found out who your true friends were = yes
20. Found out someone was talking about you = yes
21. Kissed anyone on your fb friend’s list = yup

GENERAL:

22. How many people on your fb friends list do you know in real life = half above
24. Do you have any pets = yes
26. What did you do for your last birthday = ate...a lot
27. What time did you wake up today = about 7am
28. What were you doing at midnight last night = talking on the phone with le boyfie
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for = travel!
30. Last time you saw your Mother = few hours ago
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life = career
32. What are you listening to right now = nothing
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom = yes! Tom Liew xD
34. What’s getting on your nerves right now = none
35. Most visited webpage = Facebook.
37. Nicknames = Man Man
38. Relationship Status = in a relationship with Leslie Wee xD
39. Zodiac Sign = virgo
40. He or She? = I'm okay with both
41. Elementary? = S.R.J.K (C) Hwa Shiong
42. High School = K.K.H.S
43. College = AMC
44. Hair color = black with dark brown
45. Long or short = long
46. Height = 152cm
47. Do you have a crush on someone? = yes
48: What do you like about yourself? = kindness and compassion
49. Piercings = 4
50. Tattoos = 3
51. Righty or lefty= Righty!

FIRSTS :

52. First surgery = when I was 11y/o
53. First piercing = when I was 8y/o
54. First best friend = Ribena
55. First sport you joined = badminton
56. First vacation = forgot
58. First pair of trainers = NIKE!

RIGHT NOW:

59. Eating = nothing
60: Drinking = h2o
61. I’m about to = try...
62. Listening to = nothing
63. Waiting for = miracle
64. Want kids? = yes
65. Get Married? = unpredictable
66. Career? = in house coordinator

WHICH IS BETTER :

67. Lips or eyes? = both
68. Hugs or kisses = hugs that lead to kisses
69. Shorter or taller = taller!
70. Older or Younger = older
71. Romantic or spontaneous = depends
72. Nice stomach or nice arms = both
73. Sensitive or loud = sensitive
74. Hook-up or relationship = relationship
75. Trouble maker or hesitant = a nice balance

HAVE YOU EVER :

76. Kissed a stranger = no
77. Drank hard liquor = yes.
78. Lost glasses/contacts = yes
79. Sex on first date: hell no!
80. flirted with a hot girl = nope
80. Broken someone’s heart = I refuse to answer this question
81. Had your own heart broken = unfortunately...yes
82. Been arrested = nope
83. Turned someone down = yes
84. Cried when someone died = yes
85. Fallen for a friend = yes

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

86. Yourself = yes
87. Miracles = depends
88. Love at first sight = bullshit
89. Heaven = sort of.
90. Santa Claus = no!
91. Kiss on the first date = yes
92. Angels = no!

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

93. Had more than one bf/gf? = no
94. Is there one person you want to be with right now? = yes
95. Did you sing today? = nope
96. Ever cheated on somebody? = yes
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go, and why? = 1999..
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be? = 25/12/2015
99. Are you afraid of falling in love? = sometimes..
100. Posting this as 100 truths? = yes

nanoblock fun!

My boyfriend is clingy and caring and sweet and patient and he's mine. xD

Le boyfie successfully made the  nanoblock kitty ♥ It's pretty fun to build up the tiny pieces of blocks and it just looks sooo cute when it's done and ready to display.

fake!

Sometimes I feel like such a bloody hypocrite. I'm the one who constantly cheer people up, posting and writing inspirational stuff, hoping to make someone's day, BUT...I can't even take my own bloody advice. Why?? Why is it so hard? Why is it so easy to make someone else's day, but not my own? Why is it so easy to say it's going to be okay to someone else, when I don't know how much the problem is taking a toll on them. Haixx... dear brain, please take your own advice! Thank you.

NO expectations = NO disappointments

I hard to put my trust on anyone until I met you... I never intended to. I tot that if I didn't then nobody could harm me. Sometimes I feel like I'm in a shell where nobody can touch me. I used to laugh at people who goes thru this kinda stuff until you came along. You showed me how it felt like to have all your trust on someone. To be honest I don't really open up much. A lot of people ask me why I don't open up much and I only answer them '' well, I'm that kinda person. '' Actually there's a lot of stuff that even my closest friends don't know about me, because... I lack trust. Recently I've been very worried...worried about just about how everything would turn out. I pray that everything would turn out okay because I really really sincerely hope everything would turn out fine..

exclusive for ME!♥

You never fail to amaze me. Everyday there is something new that makes me love you even more than the day before. Thank God, You gave me this sweetest man in my life. Thank you for constantly keep me happy. Your patience, unconditional love, support and comfort is admiring. I love you Tonkey!!! Thank you for putting me first and for doing everything you do!

self reminder quotes

No point thinking about someone who doesn’t give a shit about you anymore. Remember, you can’t reach what’s in front of you until you let go of what’s behind you. Your past history and all of your hurts are no longer here in your physical reality. You’re not the same person you were a year ago, a month ago, or a week ago. You’re always growing. Experiences don’t stop. THAT'S LIFE!

Best Friends For Life

Best friends are people you know you dont need to talk to every single day. You don't even have to talk to each other for weeks, but when you do, it's like you never even stopped talking at all.

I love those random memories that make me smile no matter what is going on in my life now. “Best Friends for Life” is rarely happens in real life. If you have a friendship that has lasted for more than 10 years then that’s something you should be proud of =)

#20♥

Well I'm not really good at these things, but... I just want you to know how much I adore you ♥

• I love your smiles... it melts my heart 
• I love when you hold my hand
• I love the way you get shy ( so kawaii )
• I love your eyes
• I love you always make me laugh
• I love when you just randomly start singing on the phone/inside the car
• I love hearing you say you love me
• I love how you treat me like no one else has treated me, like I actually matter
• I love when you give me a massage ( more often please! )
• I love our long conversation ( phone calls )
• I love when you tell me you'll never let me go
• I love how much you care about me
• I love your sensitivity
• I love the way you make my problems your own and sort them out with me
• I love you never fails to cheer me up in an instant whenever I’m upset
• I love your voice ( your voice is the last I wanna hear before I sleep )
• I love your hair, even you don't spike it
• you've seen my good sides, and my bad..and still love me
• you always make me see things in a different way, better than what I'd of managed on my own
• you've just asked me if it was alright if you were going home in an hour

I amazed that I've just written 20 things that I love about you! You need to start realising just how amazing you really are! I'm so thankful to be able play a role in your life. That's such an achievement, Trust me :) I'm honoured to say I have you xoxo

Monthsary Message

I know we have so many discrepancies & doubt not only for our relationship, but as well as within our self.. but no matter what it takes, for this short period of time, I learned to dream about future with you.. learned to sleep without sadness in my heart and hope that tomorrow everything’s will be alright. I hope that whatever argument we're having, you’re still there, holding on... Happy monthsary and wish us both a happy life and strong relationship together.. and more months and years to come with fulfillment and harmony together.. I love you so much & will love you more in every waking day of my life.. and I am so sorry for all those aches and disappointments I’d done.. and thank you so much for everything my beloved..You make me feel loved but more importantly, you make me feel wanted. ♥

第一次

♬ 第一次 _ 光良 ♪

喔    第一次我　说爱你的时候

呼吸难过　心不停地颤抖

喔　第一次我　牵起你的双手

失去方向　不知该往哪儿走

那是一起相爱的理由

那是一起厮守

喔　第一次吻你　深深的酒窝

想要清醒却冲昏了头

喔　第一次你　躺在我的胸口

二十四小时没有分开过

那是第一次知道　天长地久

感觉你属于我　感觉你的眼眸

第一次就决定　绝不会错

Hello October!

Everything happened like just few days back. I had the worst July ever in 2015. No words can be describe with what I've been thru the month. There are too many bad things happened in row. I hope all the negative is REALLY GONE! '' You will never realize that how lucky you are if you didn't experience struggles '' *sigh* so please appreciate what you have now before it's too late. =)

Finally October is here! October please be good to everyone!!! And what is event everyone is looking forward to? Halloween!!! Let's get spooky!! =D