Yay or Nay?

I’d always thought black nail polish was only for goths, but against my short and plain oversize shirt, my manicure looked awesome! Teehee =)

有一种青春叫周杰伦

从风华正茂的少年到三十而立的青年，从青涩懵懂的校园到拼搏奋斗的职场，从2000年第一张专辑《JAY》到2014年《哎呦，不错哦》……周杰伦之于我们这一代人的意义，从来就不仅仅是歌曲，是流淌在血液中的桀骜、肆意、爱与青春。感谢在这个漫长而过目不忘的年华，有一个叫周杰伦的人陪伴。不论你是不是他的歌迷，他的歌你一定能哼上几句；不敢说他代表了一个时代，但不论过多久，你一定都会记得，有那么一个人叫周杰伦。

青春岁月感谢有你陪伴

周杰伦

《星晴》

手牵手 一步两步三步四步 望着天

看星星 一颗两颗三颗四颗 连成线

《爱在西元前》

我给你的爱写在西元前

深埋在美索不达米亚平原

几十个世纪后出土发现

泥板上的字迹依然清晰可见

《开不了口》

就是开不了口 让她知道

我一定会呵护着你 也逗你笑

你对我有多重要

我后悔没 让你知道

安静的听你撒娇

看你睡着 一直到老

《安静》

你要我说多难堪 我根本不想分开

为什么还要我用微笑来带过

我没有这种天份 包容你也接受他

不用担心的太多 我会一直好好过

《东风破》

谁在用琵琶弹奏 一曲东风破

岁月在墙上剥落 看见小时候

犹记得那年我们都还很年幼

而如今琴声幽幽 我的等候你没听过

《给我一首歌的时间》

能不能给我一首歌的时间

紧紧的把那拥抱变成永远

在我的怀里你不用害怕失眠

如果你想忘记我也能失忆

《稻香》

就像我说的

追不到的梦想 换个梦不就得了

为自己的人生鲜艳上色

《七里香》

雨下整夜我的爱溢出就像雨水

院子落叶跟我的思念厚厚一叠

几句是非也无法将我的热情冷却

你出现在我诗的每一页

《搁浅》

我只能永远读着对白。

读着我给你的伤害。

《发如雪》

你发如雪 纷飞了眼泪

我等待苍老了谁

红尘醉 微醺的岁月

我用无悔 刻永世爱你的碑

《黑色毛衣》

看着那白色的蜻蜓

在空中忘了前进

还能不能 重新编织

脑海中起毛球的记忆

《珊瑚海》

转身离开 分手说不出来

海鸟跟鱼相爱

只是一场意外

《千里之外》

我送你离开

千里之外

你无声黑白

沉默年代

或许不该

太遥远的相爱

《青花瓷》

天青色等烟雨 而我在等你

炊烟袅袅升起 隔江千万里

在瓶底书刻隶仿前朝的飘逸

就当我为遇见你伏笔

《我不配》

一页页不忍翻阅的情节你好累

你默背为我掉过几次泪多憔悴

而我心碎你受罪你的美我不配

View Of Dreams

We all have our dream destinations, the places that are must be visited in our life. These are my dream places, the places that attract me very much. =)

Santorini, Greece

( The island of blue roofs & white wash houses )

Scotland, UK

( The land of mountains, lochs and legends. )

Life Lesson

RELATIONSHIP
I've learned that I cannot make someone love me, all I can do is be someone who can be loved. The rest is up to them. I shouldn't compare myself to the best others can do, but to the best I can do. I actually able to keep going long after I think I can't. The word "love" can have many different meaning, it loses value when overly used...



FRIENDSHIP
I've learned that no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt me every once in a while and I must forgive them for that. Even when I think I have no more to give, when a friend cries out to me, I will find the strength to help. My life can be changed in a matter of hours by people who don't even know me.


It's tough to determine where to draw the line between being nice & not hurting people's feelings & standing up for what I believe.. :(  

Pandora

Pandora! Love it? Not sure what it is? Pandora is the brand name of a jewelry line dat may be made with interchangeable parts. Bracelets in the line are also designed to hv interchangeable beads or charms dat can be added or removed easily to create a bracelet dat fits different styles, colors, occasions or attire. =)

BUILD A PANDORA BRACELET

WWW.PANDORA.NET

( simply pick your bracelet, and then your size to get started. The bracelet will appear above the selection of charms & beads. You can change the beads in the window by clicking on any of the categories to the left. Then just click & drag your bead, charm or accessory and place it on the bracelet. Soon, you’ll have a truly unique piece of jewelry to call your own! )

* My birthday's coming up and I was thinking of buying it xD

音乐心情故事

每一首歌都代表一种心情,一段故事,一段感情...或者一个人...一个人静静的听着这些歌,慢慢的回忆着脑海深处的记忆,每首歌都带着思念...歌里面记录着过去的时光,曾经的心情,珍藏着逝去的旋律...

<< 梦醒时分 >>

作词：李宗盛

作曲：李宗盛

编曲：李正帆

你说你爱了不该爱的人

你的心中满是伤痕

你说你犯了不该犯的错

心中满是悔恨

你说你尝尽了生活的苦

找不到可以相信的人

你说你感到万分沮丧

甚至开始怀疑人生

早知道伤心总是难免的

你又何苦一往情深

因为爱情总是难舍难分

何必在意那一点点温存

要知道伤心总是难免的

在每一个梦醒时分

有些事情你现在不必问

有些人你永远不必等

priority [x] option

“Never allow someone to be your priority

while allowing yourself to be their option.”

~ Mark Twain ~

That’s absolutely right!!  I was the least important! the last one! the taken for granted! the short changed! the unappreciated and an afterthought!! Do you know who was to blame? Me!!! Seriously, I allowed those people to take me for granted. I became the welcome mat. I worked my butt off without recognition or appreciation for my sacrifices, efforts and kindnesses.It was wrong!! So very veryyy wrong of them to treat me that way and so very veryyy wrong of me to allow them to reject me.Yes, it is rejection and selfishness. Promises are made, promises are broken and my broken heart was not considered to be that big a deal. I was told to “get over it.” #sadcase =(

梦魇

我爱做梦，大概很多人都和我一样…

几乎每晚都有一个梦境在等我着我去经历，它们拥有不同的人物，不同的时间，不同的地点，

甚至有时我是主角，有时我又像个不在故事里的旁观者。

它们有那么多的不同，只有一个相似，那就是:我…不快乐。

不论什么样的一场梦，我都活的不快乐。

大概是我天生缺乏乐观，但我正努力做一个快乐的自己。

随着年龄的增长，经历多了，梦…也就变了。

开始梦到各种不同的人，但每个人都在编织着心机的墙来保护自己。

尔虞我诈不再是三国，而是梦境，是生活。

每一个黑夜我都在纠结，没有人安慰也没有人埋怨。

其实一开始安慰是有的，大概是我太偏执，所以后来安慰的人没了法子，也就离开了。

黑夜是孤独感泛滥成灾的好时段，当一切美好的阳光的东西都布满疲惫，孤单…就趁虚而入。

每个夜晚，我都会迎来伤悲，定时定点的到来。

我不喜欢它，却又离不开它。

这种纠结的感情，有没有人感同身受呢?

Rest In Paradise 2010 - 2015

how can I heal the pain? and how can I get over this phase with less sadness... 

My lil furry died 4 days ago. she was a light brown small poodle and I loved her so so so much. she was my best friend. I did everything together with her. I ate next to her, played with her, walked with her. Whenever I was sad she would curl up next to me and make me feel better. I only had her for 4 years plus and she was the best. I tried getting over this but I feel like a chunk of my heart has been ripped out. Somehow I feel like it's my fault... and the thought of it makes me cry even more. I miss her so much. I ate my feelings away non stop and I didn't want to talk to anyone. I locked myself in room crying and crying... I'm not crazy or ashamed of me being so sad..and I feel like I can't go on with my life because a huge chunk of me is missing...

我和狗狗的十个约定

1．尽管遗憾，和你在一起的时间，也就只有十年左右。

2．为了增进相互理解，请给予我们彼此足够的时间。

3．请与我多说说话，好吗？

4．不要吵架，不要打骂我，因为我不会咬你的。

5．我不听话的时候，总是有理由的，请你在责备我之前好好地想想。

6．请你相信我，因为我永远是你的伙伴。

7．你有学校也有朋友，但对我来说，我的生活中就只有你。

8．即使我上了年纪，也请不要遗弃我。

9．和你一起度过的岁月，我一辈子都不会忘却。

10．当我离开这个世界的时候，请你目送我离去，因为有你在我身边，我才能幸福地去天堂旅行。所以，请无论如何不要忘记，我一直爱着你。
 　　

My Life Tattoos

I get a lot of ques in regards to my tattoos & a couple of the ques are asked the most:

"Do u run into negativity having so many visible tattoos???"
"I'm thinking of getting my wrist/arm or other visible spot tattooed, any advice???"

So let me start by saying this: If u decide to get a tattoo in a visible place, people will look, and people will judge! Yes!! times have changed, but as far as I'm concerned, being tattooed is still not 100% acceptable in mainstream society. One day maybe... but today... unfortunately...NO!

You don't like the way I look? Oh well. My tattoos have taught me more about myself, and more about others, than I would have ever imagined. And like anything, there are two sides of the coin. Just be sure you examine both sides before you really make the commitment! 

Solo Backpacker

People will ask:  Are you crazy? Do you really need to go alone? Can’t you take someone with you? Won’t it be just as awesome? I’ve had this conversation uncountable times. Well...Yes. I’ve travelled with friends and it was a lot of fun. But when you have someone with you, it’s just not the same. To me, solo travel is a personal experience and a chance to learn about myself  who am I and what I want from life. It allows me to see how diff the world is and to put my life in perspective




There are no limitations when I’m alone. I can go north or south, by walk or by train. There are no rules, no one hour lunch breaks. There’s no one else to worry about and no one checking up on me. I can eat whatever I want and sleep wherever I want. :D Travelling alone has probably been the most rewarding thing I’ve ever done. I feel like a completely diff person than I was. I believe in myself now. I can depend on myself and I’m not afraid to chase my dreams and try and build the life I want. If something seems hard or awkward, I’ll do it anyway. Failure excites me! I want to learn and grow. Now I'm able to simply sit in silence and just enjoy the company of myself. =)


For that reason, I always encourage ppl to travel alone at least once in their life. An adventure with no limitations, no excuses and no compromises. It might be the scariest thing you’ve ever done, but if you do it, I can promise you three things:
1. It’ll be one trip you’ll never forget.
2. You’ll return home a completely different person than you were before, and people will notice it.
3. You’ll want to do it again.

True Lies...

hurt me with the truth, don't comfort me with the lies...

When I close my eyes I think of you

And the times we've had been through

Even though were far apart right now

I remember back when you were here with me

How you've make my world complete

But now I'm left alone

We talked about love and hope

Wishing we could start a life our own

I wish that I could live without you

Why did you tear my heart apart

You said you love me from the start

All those painful things you've put me through

But I'm still loving you

I tried to give my best to you

I don't deserve the things you do

Everything has gone to memories

I just wish I know the truth behind the lies

暧昧...认真你就输了

首先，一般来说，一个人会去选择暧昧，代表他/她没有遇见合适的人选，在没有合适的人选出现之前，总会希望有一个和自己暧昧的对象，关系很近，甚至让他/她认为你也喜欢他/她。

这代表你享受某种关怀和情感，至于为什么不想再进一步，原因很简单，因为如果更进一步，会妨碍自己去找认为真正合适的人，所以当你真正喜欢并且想要去交往的人出现了以后，无论你与那个暧昧的人多么好，你都可以告诉你喜欢的人，我是单身……

记住了，一个人如果遇见真正喜欢的人，是一定会说的，不会搞暧昧。

Throwback 05/03/2015

For ur sake, I won't say ur name. I know it well…and I cannot get it out of my head. But to u, who took away my relationship, who selfishly thought of only ur own happiness, thank you biatch !!! My ‘boyfriend’ cheated on me with u. *clap hands*

You would think I would hate u, because u did what girl fear most!! but I don't hate u. U have done me an incredibleeeee service dat I did not have the courage to do myself!

Thank you for setting me free.
Thank you for saving me a future full of pain and lies.
Thank you for showing ‘his’ true colors through ur joint actions.
Thank you for reminding me that I am worth so much more than lies & deception.
Thank you for giving me a chance to hv another date, another chance at a pure and Christ-filled relationship.

Without bad, we cannot understand good, and without ur interference, I would not have lost my breath, but because of u!!! I hv learned to breathe again!!
Thank you.


Most sincerely,
Minzi_Mandy

想爱没有情

想爱没有情

当心中风光早已荒废

当今天灯火绝无光辉

连夜色都已逝 甚至星不壮丽

才学懂保留你的爱 于心底

当今天躯体 失去抚慰

当飘忽足迹 任由冲冼

怀念总多美丽 是你的都美丽

方知道眉头在沉思 都因你压低

明明动情 想爱没有情

当那天怀抱你时 没决心承认

明明事成 想爱没有情

当你走留低心跳声 永恒动听

当今天孤单 不折不扣

当光阴不可还留双手

连面孔都变着 但记忆偏退后

方知道流落在人间 伤心已太久

明明动情 想爱没有情

当那天怀抱你时 没决心承认

明明事成 想爱没有情

当你走留低心跳声 永恒动听

Every end is a new beginning...

I know this doesn’t seem formal cause it isn’t. Feel like talking to you but I can’t so I’m writing down to u instead. I’m sorry dat I teased u, and I’m very sorry dat I hurt your feelings…and I will put ur feelings in consideration the next time I ever think of teasing u, or just not tease "ever" again!!! Once again I do apologize for what has happened, and I will refrain from doing any actions dat will cause ur feelings do be hurt…..Haixx…my past has destroyed me. As u know, I was in a relationship with a guy for 4 years plus. I really adored him but we fought a lot. I was always afraid he would leave me for someone as he had a lot of friends . He call me crazy and paranoid so I gave him space to prove I trusted him, but then…he betrayed me. I feel like those years were a waste of my time & the memories are tainted.. I can’t even look at the pictures. I’ve been consumed with anger, hurt & anxiety dat everywhere I go dat I will bump into them.

I have been in 2 刻苦铭心relationships which all ended the exact same way. The last break-up really left me broken-hearted. I put a lot into dat relationship to only get hurt & disappointed once again..It has been months and the hurt is still apparent. I feel like I will never be able to love again or trust frown emoticon I may have hurt some people dat came across my life but I never ever mean to do it intentionally, I really just have a lack of trust.. I am not one to point the finger of blame so I will take some responsibility for the break up. But still the hurt is unbearable at certain instances. I keep questioning myself why can’t I find a good person, someone willing & able to settle down, someone who knows how to treat a woman & knows dat a relationship is not just all good and sex.. there is sacrifice & faithfulness, honesty & trust among other inevitability. Sigh*

Anyways, better go into the body of letter. I can feel someone starting to yawn by the time u read up to here. I wanna say I’m very touched with the words/sentences dat u wrote to me. Everyday I get to know a lil bit about u. I had wondered before at what or how my life would be like if I had not known u but it doesn’t matter anymore cause none of dat is important now…what’s important is u…not the past u but the present and future u. I wanna be there to share whatever happens to u from now onwards no matter if it’s happy or sad. Be your cheerleader :) be your pillow when u need sumthing to hug on at night. Even thought u’re not beside me now, but I could feel your presences, every day when I wake up & before I go to sleep, I would read back our conversation. It reminds me dat our love is real and not just a fling. Well…Every couple is diff, situation is diff, reason is diff. I just want u to believe dat my love for u is real. U might think this is lame, but since u’ve come into my life…It has changed for the better and I could see the direction for my future…the sunlight at the end of tunnel…I'm sorry for not being able to say this verbally, I can't say good things like this verbally, I'm not really good with talking and I always stutter xD and do not think of what I should say. Don’t worry dat I’ll ever leave u, I promise I won’t leave not just cause I don’t wanna break my promise but I truly mean it. xoxo