I'm beyond happy with the Christmas gifts my boyfie got me for this year. yay!! Honestly soooo blessed to have a thoughtful boyfie. Thank you very much for the gift ♥
Skincare and body formulations from Kiehls --- Aromatic blends of patchouli & fresh rose. Surprisingly the scent of rose smell heavenly and not too heady. =D
L'Occitane aromachologie radiance and color care shampoo & conditioner
I change my polish colors when I get bored with it or want to match an outfit based on the festive season and I max love a combination of hot red/black and glitter because I love to paint my nails with diff colors.
My hot red nails with gold/red glitter and white ribon design. ( 17/12/2015 )
My classic red nails with silver glitter and white zebra line ( 23/12/2015 )
Boyfie and I enjoyed a variety of delectable Asian & Pacific cuisines at Hyatt hotel during Christmas night. The Christmas atmosphere here was not strong but the food quality here was superb. The service here was quite good and the staff cleared our plates regularly =)
This was where we were seated =)
When '' Rudolph '' meets '' Santa '' xoxo
Being in ♥ with you is like butter sweet & fulfilling. All my ex from the past were like margarine, x quite the real ''thing''
Tempting dessert to sweeten the night.
Movie after dinner @ GSC Suria. This is a great contribution of the story of Ip Man & Wing Chun.
To my dearest boyfie, I wish you a life filled with love & care as you filled mine with yours. Thank you for your strength & faith. This Christmas I promise you love & passion. Merry Christmas!
The Christmas carnival ( 15 Dec - 18 Dec ) at Gaya Street, Kota Kinabalu is a fun-filled event featuring an evening of Christmas caroling & a variety of interesting stall. I vvv love the Christmas decorations & Christmas spirit all around ♥
The huge Christmas tree ❄
麻辣鱼丸! The hottest fish balls. My mouth on fire!
Le boyfie with fake plant on the hair LOL This is the latest fashion statement in China which plastic hair clips that make it look as though a plant is growing out of your head. It's apparently cool to make your head look like a plant pot LOLOLLL
Kudos Bistro, the best western restaurant in town
Fondant cakes stall
Pretty in an art sense
Handmade dream catchers. ( Native American tribes believed that this would catch nightmares in its web so long as you keep it in the room you're sleeping in. ) I have been searching the plain purple color dream catcher with feathers but didn't find it.
This caught my attention! Err I mean the round tiny light bulb but unfortunately it's not for sale. =(
Stunning fireworks during the closing of carnival.
This post is dedicated to my dearest and most precious boyfie. 11.12.2015 is our 100 days together =)
To my dearest & most precious boy,
It feels like we have been together for so damn longgg! Thanks for tolerating my nonsense all these while. I'm really sorry you had to go thru so much shit cause of me. You're the best boyfriend I've ever had. I want to keep you for myself and never let you go ( YOU'RE MINE!!! ). I'm glad our love could still be this strong after going thru so much together. I might be unreasonable and selfish at times but that doesn't mean that I don't love you. Once again, I would like to thank you for being so sweet ♥ to me all the time. You are like a gem to me, so real and so precious. Really want you to be happy when you're with me. I love you xoxo
HAPPY ANNIVERSARY TO YOU DEAR ♥
A message with every bite ♥
oh my boy is vv sweet and incredibly romantic!
The name Mandy is an English baby name. In English the meaning of the name Mandy is: Abbreviation of Amanda, meaning worthy of being loved. ♥
Worthy of being loved??? here are some stuff I just don't unds. I'm curious because I'm always the victim, someone who gets ditched all the time. =( What's the reason behind this? Is it because I'm not good enuf or too good? Sometimes I'm really confused. In the first place, ''you'' chose to be with me, but in the end ''you'' chose to stepped away. In the vv first place, ''you'' know what's my character like and if ''you'' can't accept it, why do you still want me to be yours? Is it really that fun ditching someone, seeing her upset & depressed? I really don't get it. I've never complained on how much money I spend on you, buying/doing stuff to make you happy. I've never complained about anything because I loved you. ''Guys'' are selfish & egoistic. Might as well ''you'' stay single, no one to disrupt ''your'' life.
I'm not perfect, but I keep trying!
Been thinking so much this few days... To be honest... I'm sooo afraid things will change in future. I'm so afraid you'll not be the person whom I love. Peoples always say " promises are meant to be broken". I always believed in that phrase because it always happens to me. I remember every single promise you made to me and I hope you will not break any of it. I'm someone who feels insecure all the time. I guess it's because of my figure, my character & my...attitude. There are plenty of girls out there whom are muchhh better & prettier than me. I've got no confidence in myself at all... I mean... 0 confidence... is zero confidence!!! I just want you to know one thing. I'm vvv sure no one can or will love you as much as I do. I'm vvv sure no one can give what I'm giving into this relationship. I may not be the perfect one but I'm vvv sure that my love for you is genuine. And I believe this love will never fade away. I just want you to know that you're awesome. Having you in my life is the most awesome thing which has ever happened to me. Thank you for everything you've done for me & thank you for appearing in my life =,)
Time passes so quickly and it's our 3rd month together already ♥So many things happened throughout this 3 months, But we still managed to pull thru this together. I'm glad that we are still going strong. We made it thru all these despite having numerous quarrels & problems. I'm vv blessed, blessed to have such an awesome person as my boyfie. Words just can't express how I feel. =) Thanks for being by my side all the time, whether I'm happy or sad. I can't possibly state everything down. But most importantly, thank you dear for telling me repeatedly that everything is going to be fine. With your words, I feel the assurance. I love you ♥
Its finally December, nearly the end of 2015. Time flies like an arrow. A lot had happened this year. Are you ready to take on your resolution for 2016? =)
December means Christmas, the birth of Lord. It is also the month of year end and a vvv emotional month for me as I review the one year of what I have done or not done. I always associate the month with lovely winter and snow but sadly we don't have it here. Oh December! Please be good to me. I’ve had enuf hardships & downfalls in this year. Hopefully the last month end well for me. It doesn’t need to be the best neither does it hv to be perfect but all I want is good enuf to help me end 2015 with fun and sweet memories. =)
It has been almost 3 months since I have been dating with him. He was in a serious relationship with a girl for several months before me .They broke up 1 year plus before we started dating. They are not in contact and my bf is surely over her. The problem is ... I stalk her...I have checked my bf''s tagged photos to see what type of relationship they had. As much as he loves me I feel insecure sometimes that they had a great relationship and it makes me compare. It's not harming my relationship in any way but I feel guilty doing so. I know every girl out there does it too. Every girl!! No matter how much she denies it, they did stalked their bf’s ex/ ex’s current gf on Facebook/Instagram/Twitter. Honestly stalking their past will do nothing but harm me. *facepalm* I feel jealous of seeing them happy together in the past. It is hard to digest the person I love, loving someone else once. @#%$&*^ I clearly know that everyone has a past & everyone loved someone in their past, plus every relationship is different ( diff ppl diff situation ). As long as my partner is loyal and love me nonetheless. - end of topic -
My answer is definitely...boyfriend! Well, in some ways yes and in some ways no. =D If you spend to much time with your friends your boyfriend might get annoyed. However, a long time friendship is more important than some guy you've been dating for couple weeks & a long time boyfriend is certainly more important than a new friend. Even though they say that boys come & go but friends will always stay but in my life, my boyfriend is the one who has been there for me thru everything. He's my best friend. When you truly love somebody, they become the most important person in the world to you. =)
I must admit dat my attitude is ruining my relationship... I have a bad attitude and get veryyy grumpy over the dumbest things. I get really annoyed at the simplest things... I am sooo sorry, I don't know what is up with me. 1 min we are all having fun then the next minute you're apologizing for something you said because I get upset. Sorry dear, I feel really bad for you because you still stick with me and being so patient with me, especially when I'm being stubborn & refuse to admit I'm wrong ( even though I'm definitely wrong ). My relationship needs this change otherwise its gonna crumble even more than it already is =(
The only thing that could bring me any joy is tasting good food. *drooling* So I ate desserts. I drank choc beverages. I ate until I was stuffed to the point of barely being able to move and NOWWW... here I am, with almost 49kg!!! In less than 1 month. That's just pathetic!! *FML* Recently I started doing light exercise again. It reminded me of how muchhh better I feel when I exercise. Now I just need to kick this junk food habit. I want to be fit and in shape like I once was.
If you know me well, you will know how obsessed I am with Pandora. I've been browsing thru the website and some of their charms caught my eyes. I list down some of my fav charms that I found from Pandora and I'll buy it! *grin*
Stunning love charm ♥
OMFG! It's unicorn!! I believe that anything coming out of unicorns will result in something magical.
I’ll be honest and say that I’m actually not overly keen on the two pavé Mickey & Minnie charms BUT I’ve always preferred the more abstract representations of the 2 characters. =)
Nah! just admit it, we’ve all done it! LOL We’ve all made a list of what we’re looking for in a guy. Sometimes the requirements are simple and sometimes the list is slightly insane. XD
Here is my list: ( don't laugh XD )
Must be smart. Not necessarily super smart BUT smart enough. ( at least smarter than me )
Must never ever be flirtatious.
Must be super spontaneouslyyy romantic.
Says goodnight every night and I love you everyday without being annoying.
Understands me even thought I make no sense.
Would sing to me.
Must taller than me.
Likes to get out and play sports or do fun things. ( It's bored to date someone who has no fun or doesn't want to get out and enjoy life. )
I'm so bored... Everything just repeats itself. I've always had a hard time connecting with peoples. Things like "hanging out" with others actually does not appeal to me EVEN with people I like...I just find everything pointless. Soooo pointless and that is quite annoying. I go to work and pull pranks on co-workers, I go home and spend time with my mom with a forced grin. Anyone who knows me would tell you I'm a lil shy and lil strange but I have a great sense of humor =) and when I go out you are guaranteed to have a good time. I honestly don't understand what I am missing in life. In short, I find life boring...
I dream every night, sometimes 2 to 3 dreams. I remember all of it and when I wake up I feel like I've actually been doing what I was dreaming and are exhausted when I finally wake up. If I go to bed early, I have more dreams, if I go to bed late, I'll only have 1 or 2 but I'm still tired from not enough sleep. Last night I had the most vivid dreams. I remember them all pretty clearly, like memories...This is really driving me crazy! Dear mind, please stop thinking too much at night, I need to sleep! I need a proper rest!
I hate borrowing money from friends or anyone in general because I hate the fact that I owe someone money. I don't like to have any money matters with friends and I hate 99% of people who borrow money. But it all depends on the amount they're asking for. If the person repays me back then I may consider doing it again, but if they fail to pay me back as they say they would. Sorry! I'll make an excuse the next time they ask again.
I have a friend and she moved to new place with almost no money in her bank acc. She declared she didn't have enough money to eat and I lend her money BUT at the same time she was blowing tons of money, Facebook post " Yeah! I'm going on vacation " !!!!! Buys Starbucks in the morning, MCD in the evening, Starbucks again at night and then has another meal after that. Seriously WTF?? I've had one repayment, the rest have stalled, never ever again!!! Hey girl, you should only borrow money if you ABSOLUTELY NEED it for survival. I've even had a friend who borrowed money from me to buy a gold pendant for her lover. You strained our friendships because you don't have the ability to pay me back. These people are totally irresponsible and no intention of paying money back.
I've come across people who borrow some money from me, and they NEVER EVER pay it back. They are ALWAYS in a bad financial situation and can't pay me back for whichever reason. But on the other hand they are going out for fun. People like this piss me off!! I was working to pay loan, water, food, gas, phone credit etc. all completely on MY OWN, no help whatsoever!
I see that many girls think that their boyfriend is their ATM card and they never pay the bills at restaurants or for any other purchases. Oh well if money is the most you see in him, don't be shocked if sex is all he sees in you. I once had a friend who borrowed money from friends to buy a branded stuff for ''his'' gf. It's horribly detestable when girls demand gifts from boys especially in the case where both parties are still not working and still getting allowances from their parents. if I were the guy, I'd rather give that money to my parents so they won't have to work so hard. Girls always say that they like to be treated like princesses BUT.. boys like to be pampered too!!! If you want to be treated like a princess, ask yourself if you are treating your man like someone who is worthy of a princess or not. A healthy relationship would be a Princess & a Prince, NOT a Princess & a slave/dog.
Someone once told me that women shouldn't get married till they are ''mature enough''. Actually get married early or not is basically based on your own opinion and on whether do you truly unds what is love and what is marriage for. I have some friends who think that they shouldn't get married at all. They rather live with the one they love. Personally I think the ''points'' to consider whether to get married or not is do you know your partner well enough? do you really love her/him? and why do you want to commit to this person?
Marriage isn't like a fairy tales and it's not just a relationship but also a social responsibility after all. Most people like to make promises impulsively. They promise this & that but in the end...they failed to do so. Marriage life is like...binding ourselves with both our families. This is really something you should consider before deciding you should get married or not? The very thing that couples always quarrel about is money. Money is a big part about reality. It's ain't easy to support each other and don't care about yourself but your family when you're cash tight. For an example, if you only have RM200 to survive for the month, would you rather starve and let your lover eat? Seriously...talk is easy, but action is hard. You need to be ready to face all challenges. You need to know how to love before marriage and face challenges together. Love only becomes love and relationship really stables when you see change and sacrifice.
I am one of the million of people who loves Christmas so much ♥. If you love Christmas I am sure you're counting down the days and can't wait to hug the Christmas spirit. The beautiful time is not far away now, you know Christmas is just around the corner when you feel you are able to love everybody and feel everybody loves you lol. Shopping for friends in this season is extremely exciting and what is even more exhilarating is trying to keep their presents a secret from them. I love Christmas not just because of the presents but because of all the fairy lights, decorations and the warmth of the season. ♥
Please take some TIME OUT to read this, you're God's MARVELOUS CREATIONS and you're amazingly sweet like CARAMEL. I never thought I'd found a man that SNICKERS me so much. Thank you for bringing so much JOY into my life. Sometimes I act like I'm from Mars but you still make me feel EXTRA special. You make me wanna put you on the TOP of my world. xoxo KISSES
I really hate the flu, because of flu makes me hard to breathe & hard to sleep, and it would make my nose stuffy.. FML !!! Flu is also taking a long time for recover .. now I'm hard for sleep because of you FLU! seriously... I hate you FLU.. you shall go out from my nose! I need a smooth breathing grrrr...
I'm so glad that we did it again =) It is not very long since I have known you, but you have changed me & my life after. I have given you the best position in my heart & my life. Though it has not been long but still we have been so close to each other in just a short span of time. I hope to have a veryyy loving & long life with you, and I hope you feel the same for me. The one thing I love most about you is that smile of yours. First time I saw it I fell madly in love with your eyes, smile, laugh & personality. I hope I get the chance to meet you someday *oops! my secret has been revealed* I beg to God bless our relation always, and hope that whatever argument we're having, you're still there for me, holding on.. I keep praying and I'm hoping that everything will be alright. I'm so sorry for all those aches and disappointments I’d done.. and thank you so much for everything you'd done. I love you always Leslie. xoxo
Though no one can go back and make a brand new start, anyone can can start from now and make a brand new ending. New month, new day, new date, new chapter, new page, new wishes!
New house, happy family and...an old camera? We can see ghosts thru it....and this time, they're in 3D!!! people are more afraid of what they can't see then what they can see, seeing a child being pulled up by an invisible entity or doors slamming shut by themselves is a lot more frightening than a big black substance flying towards the camera which is how the demon (Toby) is represented in this film. I've seen all of these films in theaters and sorry to say this is the worst ... not comparable with the earlier version. =X
You're supposed to have a commitment with that person! Cheating in a relationship is wrong because if you are truly in love with someone then you shouldn't need to have multiple partners to satisfy you in the first place. If you can't commit, then why bother cheating? STAY SINGLE. #Ispeakthetruth
I dream every night, sometimes 2 to 3 dreams. I remember all of it and when I wake up I feel like I've actually been doing what I was dreaming and are exhausted when I finally wake up. If I go to bed early, I have more dreams, if I go to bed late, I'll only have 1 or 2 but I'm still tired from not enough sleep. Last night I had the most vivid dreams. I remember them all pretty clearly, like memories...This is really driving me crazy! Dear mind, please stop thinking too much at night, I need to sleep! I need a proper rest!
